This week I spent a good bit of time baking and decorating these awesome and delicious cookies for the bake sale and also the staff appreciation baskets at D's school.
I love baking, but usually at the end of a big project like this one, I'm rubbing the kink in my shoulder and wondering why I do these things. But I'll do it again next time, and I'll love it.
In regards to Christmas, I've been thinking a lot this year about why we celebrate it. And I don't mean the 'reason for the season', or any of that. I mean, why my family in particular celebrates a religious-turned-commercial holiday when we are not religious and we work regularly to eschew commercialism and over-consumption. It's been on my mind a lot these last few days as I knuckle down for shopping (which I dread) at over-crowded stores (which I hate) for gifts that are meaningful and useful (which is hard) for the people I celebrate with (who really don't need more stuff). I feel as though I like the idea of Christmas, but drawing out the meaning and value of it in my life is difficult when I don't feel connected to the religious aspect of it. Heavy talk for happy times, huh?
I don't want to sound too negative, though. I am making the most of this holiday and truly looking forward to spending time with the people I am closest to. I will be sharing these thoughts with my family and look forward to hearing their input and having a discussion about it. I hope to craft a meaningful solution for our family before next year, so that whatever we do, it is purposeful, and we treasure it.